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Possibly it's actually a good thing that Show Choir went to Branson and Jessica and Charvel can't make it for my bday. Sallie appears to have Beef with them. Where's the Beef? What's the Beef? She won't tell me. I only know- beef exists, and it's rancid.

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Branson.. I drove through Branson. I want to say Branson is the scariest town in America.. they have the Baldknobbers. .the official ugliest clothes and people with few teeth.

I'm scarred. Help.. how can you stand all of those billboards.. personally, I'm frightened of that violinist guy. Ah!

From: (Anonymous)

hey, there's a mixture of things. one-> i just HATE all the show choir bitches. ... i hold a lot of resentment against them. you know WHY i entered the musical theater class in 10th grade? because i wanted to LEARN how to fucking PERFORM in fucking MUSICALS. not because i already HAD a pretty little voice and special little dance moves that i wanted to show off to the whole class...

such drama queens. i HATE drama queens. they try to obtain the attention of EVERYONE around them, with the dumbest shit too! they decide to start singing the second they enter a room, as if EVERYONE is enamored with their stupid fucking voice. they laugh as loud as possible, they look around to check who's watching them, they constantly re-apply their overdone makeup, they sing ALL THE FUCKING TIME... erg.

and it didn't help that i was with jessica and jolene (once again, mucical theater) and i was trying to learn how to sing this song. all three of us were suppose to HELP each other in one of the practise rooms. so i'm TRYING to teach myself how to sing (because they're soooooooo far ahead of me they can't even BOTHER to try to give some advice) and they just give each other this "OMG" look and almost cough and snicker. i could've smacked them both!

and the last thing, is old. and doesn't bother me that much anymore, but i'm on a rant so i'll continue... even though it wasn't her fault... but i had a boyfriend in 8th grade. and he was a stupid fuck. and after a week of dating, my mom suddenly tells me, "tomorrow is your last day at oakland. you're switching to west." literally, she said that. so, i call him after another week has past, valentine's day, and he's all "oh, i wanted to talk to you too." ... oookkkaaay. he breaks up with me. "it's just so hard always having to think about you..." we keep talking, though. i go to italy for a month, and we are passing e-mails back and forth saying "I LOVE YOU!" ... i come back. the bitch of a "best friend" i had back then (her name's kayla) goes, "oh, i didn't want to ruin your trip. cody's been dating girls off and on, trying to find another YOU."

and guess who his new, miracle me is? ... that's right. prissy little fucktard jessica.

as if i could be copied. especially by the two-faced, drama queen, shallow idiot. i'm glad her and justin are together, though. idiots belong together.

From: (Anonymous)

... wow. that was really caustic, wasn't it?

and sorry about writing so much. kinda went off there... i don't get many chances to rant... so when i do, i suppose i really go off. (that's also why i didn't say anything at school, around everyone.)

From: (Anonymous)

... i also suppose i have a LOT of resentment towards anyone associated with that time. it sucked. losing my brothers, my step-dad, my home, my sane mother, my best friend, all my friends, my secure home, my own sanity, the school i was use to, my motivation to work, ... everything. home life, school work, social life... i lost it all. and jessica was just one more downer when everything fell apart.